Yesterday, I took a moment to look back on my blog, and something stood out that I wanted to share with you.
Since I was a child, I always wanted to write but could never find the words or even if I did, they would usually come out backwards. After I finished writing my thoughts and reading my work, I was dumbfounded because everything I just wrote down was illegible. I would not be comfortable to show my work to anyone, let alone place those words online for others to read.
This was an ongoing theme throughout my life and now that I look back at my blog, I can see a major improvement over my struggles as a child. I am not sure if I will ever be able to write a best-selling novel, but each day I put some time into myself and my passion to write.
This got me to thinking, what if I look back even further to see if I had written down something in my many notebooks that could add some further context to my journey.
11/1/2018
“Everything is different now!”
Everything is different now is a phrase I have been thinking about since the passing of my best man. With the tragic loss of one life comes the amazing opportunity to help others.
To say that my life after his passing has been a humbling experience is and understatement. To be clear I have always believed that each soul on earth has a guardian angle and the best way to find your angel is to calm your mind and body.
A few weeks after my best mans passing, I went through an “awaking.” If you have ever been through this, I’m sorry. If you haven’t the best way I can describe it is being repeatedly hit on the crown of the head with a hammer while any light instantly pierces your eyes and makes you extremely nauseous. This went on for about a month. Now at the time I had no idea about what was going on. It wasn’t until I started reading about other people’s stories I realized I was not alone.
ONE Love john
